8:50 PM

I’m back from Freshmen Orientation Prep Camp! Totally enjoyed the camp! This camp is to prepare selected few to become Group leaders(GLs) or Assistant Group leaders (AGls), Game masters, Helpers and many more. I don’t know, I simply love camps so which ever camp i go, i’d say its freaking awesome and all.

Favourite activity is still BAR HOCKEY! HAHAHA Had so much fun with the others laughing at us all moving like retarded dugongs even though most of us got cuts on our knees because of this. OH! there was this game where i partnered with Syafa and we had to eat the fruits from each others mouth. I bit the apple too hard that when Syafa bit part of the apple, it hurt my gums that i got an ulcer but oh well, what are camps without getting hurt right? (:

Night walk was hilarious!!!!! We were to go in pairs around the school after midnight along designated routes like the famous red bridge, freaking empty staircase, etc. I partnered with Nizam for this activity. Damn! he’s so freaking afraid. He goes on and on about how its the peak period for ghost! LOL! All i did was laugh all through the night walk. It seriously wasn’t scary. HAHA every time i point at someone i see from far, Nizam would be like “Oi! dont point lahhhh!” hahahah mad cute lah this boy!

Last day of camp, Debbie told us who’s going to be what for the actual freshmen camp and I'm partnering with Syazana as GLs! I’m going to be her AGL! cant wait for the camp! Pictures are with Poh Heng. Didn’t bring my camera cause i wanted to fully enjoy the camp.
 
Going for cruise trip the day after tomorrow! freaking Excited! Not so excited about results though. Going to get them in a few hours. Praying hard that I'd score better than last semester.

3:41 PM

21st January 2011

After the final day at Gift Of Love Home for our ONOW assignment, i met up with Mariyah at Toa Payoh for a birthday treat! We decided to have lunch at Popeyes. It was my first time eating at Popeyes. The food there was good! Worth the money. We had so much to catch up on! regarding our school life, latest gossips, etc..

After Popeyes, we hadn’t had enough of food. We went to Swensens after that for ice cream! We had the Chocolaty Cookies ‘N’ Cream, US fries and one more sundae which i don’t remember the what its called.

 
 


The Chocolaty Cookies ‘N’ cream giving you mouth-gasm right? i know. no need to say. hahaha makes me want to go for the Swensens ice cream buffet! but Randy said that its going to be a waste of money cause he did go with his mates and they kind of regretted it.

 
 

After that, we walked around Toa Payoh and we went home. Had choir later that evening. Choir was great. Practiced the songs for our public performance. I want us to sing the disney medley so bad but i guess we won’t have time. DAMN! The song totally reminded me of AJ, that's why i really love that song. Oh well, there are other opportunities right? (:

2:14 PM

21st January 2011

One of the modules i study in Semester 2 of year 1 which is common for almost all full-time diploma courses is Our Nation Our World(ONOW). Based on the informative SP website, this is the description for that module; Our Nation, Our World aims to empower students with a better understanding of themselves, and the world, and of the contribution they can make to the local and global community.

For our final assignment, we were to volunteer ourselves be it as a class, group or individually, at an organisation for at least 10 hours. After several tries of contacting various organisation, Lionel, Our group leader finally found one. It was the Gift of love home. Gift of Love Home is a catholic home to frail elderly, who may require some form of assistance in their daily living.

To be honest, When i first found out that we were to volunteer at an “old folks home” i was a little reluctant. Unsure of whether i would enjoy my time volunteering but i was proven wrong. I totally enjoyed my time! I truly meant what i said. Sitting down with the people there, talking to them, playing chess with them, serving food, cleaning the windows was part of what we all as a class did. May sound boring and all but believe me, it wasn’t. The people there made it fun for us to be there. The smile we bring to them is simply priceless.

 

On the last day of our ONOW CIP, I felt really heavy-hearted as that might be the last time we’re going to be there. I have learnt so much from the people there from loving my parents unconditionally to blossoming my confidence in speaking with people. The experience at Gift Of Love Home, is an experience i will never forget.

2:33 AM

I’m back! Finally free. A lot has happened since the last time i blogged. So basically, the next few posts will be on that and other interesting days of my boring life. Trying to remember the dates properly now & hopefully i can remember what happened.

25th December 2010

Liyana, Felicia, Shabnam, Cynthia & i  were invited to Perinder’s Sister’s wedding located at Khalsa Association. Unfortunately, Cynthia couldn’t make it because of the fact that the wedding falls on Christmas day. The journey there was pretty hilarious with us missing our stop and all. Wouldn’t want to elaborate on that but we finally did reach the location and was surprisingly early. If I'm not wrong, we were the first to arrive.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

We were brought to our tables by Perinder’s wonderful dad. Since we had so much time on our hands, we sat, chatted, Camwhored, etc. Perinder soon came and oh my, she looks gorgeous!

Wedding officially started a few minutes later and we had a blast! with the dancing and not forgetting the FOOD! I SO FREAKING LOVE TANDOORI CHICKEN!
Here are a few random pictures taken on that day. For more Photos, Click here. Too bad, you have to be logged onto facebook first.

 
 
Last Picture , Credits: Cameraman with freaking awesome camera.

8:59 PM

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How? math genius or not? Let me test… What is pi(π) rounded off to 9 decimal place? ahhh… how? how? i know! its 3.141592654. I totally knew it since sec 3/4. hahah okay fine. Doesn’t prove that I'm a math genius. To begin with, I'm not even one! Go on! try the game!

1:20 AM

I have never had this problem. Or maybe, i just don’t remember. It really sucks knowing that you are the only one working hard to get something done when the others are not. Come on, We have to do this together! Or must i say, Forced! Why am i the only one who cares to make everything “perfect” When you just don’t bother?

Fine, it may seem not important to you but well, it affects me! I don’t want to be at the losing end just because of it.

What I'm actually trying to talk about is Choosing the right people to work with in a group. For the past 16 years of my life, i have been contented with whatever group I'm in. Simply because each and every person does the work assigned. Yeah, there may be 1/2 occasionally, that slack. This time or must i say, for the first time, i feel like i am the only one in a group who cares to do the very best.

Oh wow! just as i am typing this entry, It happened. It seriously did. The reason why I'm asking my group members to help me summarise the article they have chosen is because i have so many things I'm juggling right now and i cant handle it all. I was kind enough not to ask them do the whole work themselves. Well, that’s also because i have lost trust in them. I don’t want some shitty work submitted by our group.

Why do they just freaking throw stuff at me and expect me to organise their shit when they can do it themselves? Please lah! Grow up! do i have to spoon feed you all the time? My instructions to you were simple.

1)Find article bla bla bla 
2)Summarise article
3)Send to me your work by bla bla bla

And what did i get? A freaking link thrown at me. When i asked what concepts are used in the article, You just gave me some words which is not a concept and said you have not really finished reading it? OMGHHKP! What were you thinking? Thanks for the Gigantic bag of rice thrown at me! Thanks! i TOTALLY needed it.

I’m not saying I'm ungrateful for the contributions but please oh please, make things easier for me? Or just follow the instructions i gave! I really don’t know why I'm apologising for troubling you to help me do things that are supposed to be done by you initially. Am i too nice? i think i am. What is wrong with me? I’m so afraid of “hurting” someone that i forgo the condition i am in.

I miss the people i used to work with. They are all i can ask for. I’m not saying that all the people i work with this few months are the same. Come to think of it, All the others are perfectly okay! Only this certain few.

People ask me, “So how’s your class now?” My instant reply is “sucks” or “shit”. Now i truly know why! It’s not the whole class I'm disliking. It's just that few that make it look so terrible.

I understand this is the kind of shit i have to go through in life, be it school or working life. It may even get worst. I don’t even know whether i can cope. I’m not that strong girl you may think i am. I break down when I'm stressed but not to easily. I break down when it seems like the whole world depends on me. I break down too, like any other person.

People say “Then you tell straight at them!” “Don’t entertain shit they give you!” “Don’t care about what they feel! what you feel is more important!” “You should have…” “Why didn’t you…” . I’m sorry but this is the way i am. For me, Relationship is very important. I dare say that for a relationship, I'd catch a grenade for you. Not saying that I'd do it for every person i have a relationship with. Only those that are very tight.

I am thankful to have been brought up this way. Having the courage to face all the problems and make do with it. Like the saying when life gives you lemons, Make lemonade. Man, the quote made me giggled as it reminded me of Charles. This is the reason why i love YT! When I'm experiencing crap, the one absolute thing that could cheer me up and make my day would be YT! I feel blessed to have all these wonderful people to cheer me up. May sound stupid to you but it is true.

I’m not trying to gain sympathy by writing an entry about this. All i want is to express how i feel and i believe this is one method i can do so. Feels kind of better to let this out of my chest. Now, i need some YT and back to all this work.

1:23 AM

Was at youtube sensation’s house from 11am to 6pm to tutor Asyiqin in Amaths. It was fine although my Amaths is kind of Rusty. Honestly, doing Amaths is like a cheap thrill to me. Serious. I feel so excited and happy! Don’t know why but i really do. Although i was not able to help out in some of the questions, it was really fun. (:

In the evening, My family + Aunt + Asyraf + Asyqin + Zarif went over to Sakura near Republic Polytechnic for Dinner.

Saw Haziqah and Syafiq working there. Food was awesome. If only i had a bigger stomach eh! Didn’t eat any Sushi there as always. I just don’t fancy Sushi. Class Gathering sushi, Didn’t eat. Ramen Ten, Took fried ones only. I don’t know… i rather not eat it. I can eat it but rather not. So it’ll be a waste of money if anyone brings me to a Sushi buffet. Maybe one day, I will start liking sushi but for now, Well-cooked food. (:

Can’t wait for tomorrow’s wedding! Meeting the HPs! Exchanging gifts as well. Love them man! but before that, getting school stuff at Popular with family. Rushing day man! hopefully it wont drag so i can go home first and get ready for ze wedding.